i just took a home test and got a negative. i knew ivf failed and i didn't want to hear it tomorrow so i took the test. i'm not blogging anymore. i'm done with all this bullshit and these fucking doctors and the needles and drugs and screwed up emotions. good luck to you all.
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Home tests aren't accurate this early, you can still be pregnant! Don't give up!
I know IVF can be very tough. We did it 4 times. But really, don't give up hope. You will get there, you'll see. From all you've posted, the biggest problem seems to be your doctor's office. I think you need to find a nice doctor who you like, and it will be much easier. If it is a negative, look into the center I mentioned a while back. Believe me, it really makes a difference.
I know it's hard, I too am feeling alot like you right now. You're not alone. Hang in there.
Sarah, I'm so sorry and I know the feeling of wanting to protect yourself from any more hurt all too well. But trying is right...tests are not always accurate this early. Are you still going in for your beta?
And if you are done I wish you peace and luck with everything in your future.
I'm so sorry about the negative and that you are feeling so bad. Hugs.
Sarah, You don't know me at all but I've been following your story and my heart goes out to you. I hope you continue to post because, know it or not, you are an inspiration and I wish you the best of luck and I know you will have success.
I can only say that I understand how difficult it is and the heartaches you are feeling. I wish there were words to make it better, but I can only offer you my deepest sympathy. Please don't give up - keep us posted.
I am just so sorry.
I'm so sorry you are having to deal with this. It is such a difficult thing to process. Take time to yourself, be mad at the world but dont feel like you cant return to your blog if you feel like it.
There are few places to find woman who have truly walked in your shoes, we can support you in your future choices, whatever they may be.
Take care xx
You don't know me, but I just got a negative too. I am shaken because I didn't expect it to hurt this much. I didn't think it would be this hard...but a negative on a IVF cycle is much much more than just another cycle. I'm so sorry...even though I KNOW those words don't help. So I'll say this...I know you are grieving right now, I know because I am too.
Don't give up hope. There are so many ways to build a family. I will be praying for you.
I am so sorry for you. You are not alone in this, take some time.
I am so sorry. The pain and disappointment sounds awful. You are in my thoughts. Take care of yourself, and I completely understand the desire to take a break from doctors, medicine, and all the associated crap that goes with it....
I'm so sorry.
I am so sorry
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